All the something-archies...

Once people really start to ponder and wonder... somewhere... somehow...

The divine questions start to pop up.

People can't but end up there it seems.. doesnt it?

And I'm noticing an extreme increase in the cults of the dominating one.

The ultimate choice that always needs to be made , and if the other side makes the other choice... there has to be domination and destruction.

Religion as the vast masses know it.
Politics as the vast masses know it.
Human relationships as the vast masses know it.

Many devolve into magical cults of submission to an archy... and oh my gods are there many of them! Those squishy things in the middle just keep creating them! It's like they're totally free to do so, and they just don't stop. More archy's they scream continuously... but it all sounds pretty mad to me... as in.. angry.

Which I know can't be right, if it's supposed to lead you to things like enlightenment , and joy , and freedom. Anger is not the way to joy. It cannot be.

And I'm going to share a little secret of mine...

You're all completely wrong in my views.

But I'm very different in the ways that my answers allow the freedom for yours to exist , while yours don't allow the freedom for mine to exist... hence... I know I'm right.

Be free in your wrongness somethingarchy I say to you.

But for me.. that is just a nothingarchy.

One sandwich short of a picknick and one slice short of a sandwich all wrapped into oblivion since the recipe was a nothing sandwich. :)

And I say that with a smile and open arms while I'm getting out of your way.

Here's what I feel. What I believe. What I experience. (while getting out of your way.)

I’ve stopped asking myself “what if” questions a long time ago. I don't need any of them anymore. But it has become a process for me. It is beyond a question for me. It's alive now. It has become something that is free within me and I need not fear it, nor feed it anymore.

It is something that soothes me and feeds me with infinite energy.

Not something that drains me.

It’s the ancient skill of destroying humanity's individuality by exploiting the 2 divine poles that are only divine when resonating well.

• Light and Dark (The skies above us. Masculine in most contemporary views. Light or the lack of it. The spectrum of heat and cold, or the shadows it casts)
• Growth and Decline. (The earth below us. Feminine in most contemporary views. growing up or diminishing into its death. The electromagnetic spectrum attracting or repulsing )

Those gender projections on those things come from our own reference to it though I believe. We assume they must be gendered since that’s a reference we create out of seeing it as we are , not as it is.

And biological life is where they meet. At the point of resistance.

We’re the squishy, fluid and lucid result of their collisions of resistance and to dominate and control others you need to remove thought by creating fears that could only be alleviated by submitting to the one trying to dominate.

But neither of the sources ever do that. One of the squishy results in between called humans has invented something horrible. Domination. Dominion. Destruction without thought. Thought without emotion. Conclusion without observance.

That process is to create the fear that the inherent duality is a prison you can’t escape , while they’re actually the forces that create us and thereby give us our freedom.

When two individuals support each other out of the feelings of feeling trapped between them… there is cooperation and growth. That was already given and there before. That is the process of creation and needed no invention.

When one wants to dominate another… it tries to solve the trapped-ness of the one they’re trying to dominate by saying there is only one over the other.

With the conclusion of “half the world would be better off” … but the whole world could be better off if it stopped trying to have to end up with just one.

One can see this in many cultures across time and space… It is already older than anything we can remember, and older than anything we ever made. But still.. even before that there was always the other.

For instance the Schism of Catholicism show this extremely clearly. But every schism of every religion shows it's signs.
Schisms happen within every fraction of every fraction of it. Ever deeper until it is ground into dust.

They literally spent over a thousand years fighting heinous wars over the choice between the singular, and the trinity… (but it was already a false trinity, since it was already established god was just one male , and there were no other allowed anymore). That also keeps failing, so a new trinity was born within that failed singularity concept. A sign of some form of memory where it came from , but still in the wrong direction. Down. Or backwards if you will.

Revolution and Devolution both unconscious collaborators in the destruction and reversal of evolution.

The wars were about “It’s just one and you have no choice”… or “it’s a holy trinity and you’re the part in the middle and you have no choice” .

And the truth in the end is inescapable, which is why it feels like we’re trapped , but it’s the ultimate freedom we should simply stop hiding in layers of myth.

(But which always wants to be hidden by someone lost in needing to dominate , since that truth sets everyone free. Once dominated... the potential of freedom creates hate. Once deemed unattainable , it is the enemy of their existence. )

The two can only touch each other by creating us though… so they must set us free or they would entropy into nothing alone. (just like each and every individual in between there)

This is done by preserving the trinity , which for us … in the middle… means there are two others. Not one. Because if there is one.. there is none. No one. Now here. Nowhere.

For them (those two) there is only one though… us… but they know what lies on the other side, and it is to get there that we exist.
(Which is the why of what has been made, and the why of it being made)

We are the conduit for both of them… and trying to choose between the two… betrays them both.

That’s what it all is for me. And it is everywhere all the time in everything.

I have no mysteries or questions or doubts about any of it.

At the same time I navigate quantum physics with it and at the same time all myths and their origins click into place when I see their ancient works instantly for me… and it also shows me where and how everything is going at the same time.

I have visited literally hundreds and hundreds of museums to go look at all kinds of old things all over the world… Literally on every continent except antarctica. (Too cold for my taste, but someday I might make it there)

To go and look and touch and smell and hear the very physical things themselves… without reading any of the signs and descriptions on the plaques besides them.

Without listening to any one's opinion and research and projections about them. (They're all wrong anyways remember?)

I’m not trying to convince anyone… I just share my answer to the countless questions like that , that I have heard across my life and I firmly believe everyone needs to create their path towards their insights… or it won’t be theirs anymore.

None of you seem to be able to keep asking me these questions though.

These are no more than my answers , that have removed any doubts about them… while I never cease to ask them in every action, thought and emotion that I can experience. (But I don't ask them of you) Since if I would stop asking the question continuously within… there would be no experience to enjoy or suffer either.

It’s a great question to ask , that you ask there though. But i don't believe it should be asked anyone else.

Like all knowledge … there is a great reward in learning through good questions, but also always a danger.

Look… there it is again. ;)

If the subatomic works that way… If the intergalactic works that way…

How arrogant must they not think we are… if we start thinking we could operate any differently in relationship with anything.. anywhere or anyone.

Or as I like to summarize it after all those disclaimers in a way…

I get along just as good with mummy as with daddy…. but which one is male, and which one female… that’s their problem… not mine. :)

I like to imagine they both whisper to me , that both like to take turns , since for them… it’s just a role… not a state of being. The are both neither… the biological representation of that would be hermaphrodites. Genderless, capable of creation… but not alone. The male/female spectrum is our reality... not theirs, since that would produce only clones regressing into nothing… and they’re all about creation… That’s the direction they don’t take. Can’t take… won’t take, can't fathom how to take. That freedom of choice in that regard is our reality , not theirs.

Luckily for us it is so… and it’s only possible if we are totally free.

Or they would both be forced to head in the other direction… and they can't even perceive that. That is why you are and feel "lost" when you take that direction.

I don’t feel trapped.

I will not choose.

I don’t have too.

I am free.

I will not walk away from both of them.

Not because I have too.

But because I am free not too.

I am here by choice.

Not dominion.