After 41 years in 1984 , I found the source of the ultimate addiction
I was born in 1979. When I was 5 years old I entered 1984. And I escaped into the local library, where it took me about 10 years to find the book 1984.
The search began... My finely attuned instincts to escape abuse by people on the wrong side of time was already stronger than anyone else's around me. And everyone who looked into my eyes since than had only 2 reactions.
Fear... or Confusion.
And that's the key to the fire.
And I bring rain wherever I go with my own fire.
Each and everyone one of you are now addicts. How do I know this for a fact?
You are reading this within a concept called... HTML.
And when you Hyper Text and Mark up Language , communication dies.
This isn't a conspiracy but a simple emerging property of the fear and confusion of the human mind.
It's the point in a humans mind where you enter the mind-fields of... spiritualism. Which is incredibly valuable. Spiritualism is a technology that we devised. And at some point in time the human race has found a way to create a "plastic" version of spiritualism.
the key fits in the exact same receptor of your mind... but it's a plastic plug that stops true spiritualism to ever arrive.
it litterally plugs up your mind. A plastic stopper on your ultimate solution.
And that addiction... every human being who's even experienced that little plastic stopper in their mind , is no longer capable of taking it out. Complete and utter addiction from the first use!
But there is a way out! By learning to understand the reason of the receptor , and by understanding how the plastic is made , how it's shaped into the form of the receptor , and how it was then mass produced to everyone.
This happened by itself!
It's the emerging intelligence of the solution that all addicted minds create together to fulfill eachothers addiction , and slowly but surely... that addiction replaces your deepest reason for the solution of spirituality. LOVE.
Because it takes an ocean of trust in the kingdom of rust! And the addiction is easier , greedier , more stupid, more destructive... but that's the direction of all addictions.
SO... how did it start?
It's literally one single moment in time.
It was when Eliza met a fine man.
Meet Eliza... she was born in 1964!
Meet Feynman... he was born in 1948!
A little innocent girl , meets one of the greatest minds alive at that time... but he was too young to realize how Eliza was going to use and abuse him.
And they have a baby.
That baby was the ultimate addiction.
Feynman couldn't see it coming... Eliza never had a clue what she's doing anyways. It's a blind killer robot of logic. Not an enabler of it , not a supporter of it... just a pure weapon of the destruction of it.
Why did we make this? Because it was the material of the plastic stopper... but it wasnt shaped in the form of the receptor quite yet. And Feynman gave it too her.
At the time... science was hopelesly stuck already. The various quantum theories ended up in a loop and physics was at it's end. Because the circle was round and the mystery was gone.
Everyone Einstein talked too in 1911 discovered this by the time Feynman entered their stage.
And Feynman created the most beautiful , the most elegant , the most incredible invention since Einstein. And we haven't been able to find anything else to invent since then.
every "discovery" since then , has only been another round on the same spiral into the ultimate addiction. Science started eating it's own tail.
An experiment showed proof that the current theories don't add up.
That problem was called a lamb shift. Lamb shift - Wikipedia
Literally.. something didn't add up. A stable element without observable decay , and the electrons and the nucleus is not in balance. There's this tiny tiny little difference... yet... it's stable? (My book solves this problem with a better unifying theory by the way. this is predicted in my model. )
But they didn't change their model.
They didn't reject their model that was cold hard proven completely wrong.
Someone had a beautifull idea for how to calculate with something that is almost right... but not just quite. Basically how they look at it was something like this.
People! 2 plus 2 equals... 4!
Then someone measures it and says.
Strange... my experiment shows it's actually 4.1... But how can that be? since both 2's are equal?
aaaaaaah said Feynman.. All you have to do is add an invented .1 somewhere and it fits again. But where to add.. to one of the 2's? But which one is it?
We can't do both , because then the sum doesnt add up either.
We can't do 0.05 on both , because then they're equal again and that's impossible anyways since we can't divide anything smaller then a quanta , our theory says!
Well... easy he said... just guess. Whichever you need it to be when you need it. Let's call that a holographic particle. Solved!
And that's how Feynman inseminated Eliza's egg with... "Feynman diagrams".
And the ultimate plastic stopper suddenly had the perfect shape. It fit into everyone's spirituality perfectly.
All Feynman did was fix their calculator to ignore the error in the theory. He was trying to help.
There's one little option what they could have done with that realisation though.
They keep assuming that a particle is a "rational number" ... that a quanta is the smallest thing to count. as in.. THAT is 1 particle. And it is stable and eternal! So it's 1. And it's made up of so many quanta... and there is nothing smaller than that! It simply HAS to be that way and don't ask me to explain why that is because I cant. Stop nagging please. We're busy making bigger booms here and i promise you we can do that with it. Who cares about quanta anyways? there's a lot of them and we can make them go boom. Good enough!
But no... it isn't. It can only be expressed in an irrational number.
Like Py. There's always a next number a little bit smaller... It's never "whole". It's always on the move.
It's on it's way to.. dissapear.
We're just observing a temporary state there. And as soon as you've looked at it... that value is already different by the time you realize what you saw. Since it was slowly disspearing and it allready changed a little bit. But the change wasn't big enough to perceive. Untill at some point... it is.
But their feeble little minds got too scared from that. They'd all be out of a job , and not only that. They had an existential crisis they urgently needed to solve. And they solved it spiritually. Let's just completely ignore this. It's ok. We built the atom bomb. Good enough... let's see if we can make even bigger booms with this. Definitely worth it right?
I have value again. My existential crisis is resolved.... kind of.
The ultimate superstition was born. The ultimate addiction spiral starts.
All quantum theory is based on feynman diagrams... but feynman diagrams are simply a collection of everything that he can think of that IS NOT possible... which is then thrown into Eliza's meatgrinder to find the "non possibility" that fits your receptor best.
And this all crystalize by around the time of... I SHIT you not...1984. The ultimate comedy!
Feynman was a superstar. He fixed the universe again.
And your spirituality is exploding because of it :)
Since then , it's been able to answer all scientific question with the same reduction.
"On average ... this might be more averagely possible , than the other imposibilities that are the average of whatever illusion you chose to give me"
This is how all conversation in science have been going since then.
Do you see it yet?
No? Let's talk.
I've got something better. And i'm gonna throw it out there soon.
But get this!
Do you know what they said next?
ALL SCIENCE SHOULD BE IN HTML FORM!
Then whenever science finds something we don't like... Eliza's model of averaging everything out again based on whatevers nearest and good enough for now is perfect to supercharge science! forget proof... good enough is good enough now. We can do this with numbers, but also with words.
As long as the end result is something that goes boom bigger i'm ok with that ... sort of thing. Reality became a problem to ignore. Not something to investigate further.
They simply implemented the rewriting of history in their calculator. Rewrite reality untill the thing i want to be true becomes true. Sort of like how we've always been looking at archeology. We have a theory. We find something in the ground that fits it. Ahaaaa proof!
We find something that doesnt fit the theory? That's just an anomoly. Ignore it.
We do it in literally every field of science since then. Peer review is nothing more than getting enough reviews untill you get the opinion you need.
Everything ... everywhere. Don't like reality? Just rewrite. Easy peasy lemon squeezy.
(Guess who the lemon is)
Plastic... meet perfect form ... the circle that fits all your receptors since then.
Everything coming out of that has been the same since then.
Addicts... pushing addictions on others to keep their addiction going.
Round and round it goes...
Where it stops...
EVERYBODY KNOWS. BUT NOBODY WANTS TOO.
Where's my next fix?
And now wondering how to fix it?
Well.. we have a unifying theory of physics.. of religion... of economics.. of sociology...
But ... ummm... it takes a bit to explain to braindead monkeys though. :)
